Where to begin, or how to begin more like it, i dont remember last time i have took ink and quill and written down my thoughts, matter the fact i do not know why i do it even now. Perhaps i am simply writing this to keep my memories intact, or perhaps to store a little piece of myself someplace to remind myself, or to be reminded off...reminded off what i wonder.
Well, perhaps i should start with one of my recent travel's..as i always tend to say, ''Do not look for trouble, trouble will come to you''. So it does appear to be as such, i wonder how one should wander or travel anymore, i remember that it used to be so different before, the roads were empty, the wind was quiet, and the soft , short grass..was not filled with blood of foul beasts.
I have decided to pay a visit to old ruins of Amon Hen, in all my travels i never focused far too much on those lands, neither have i wandered roads towards Rohan all that much. As i went further and further, i noticed the roads were crawling with Orc scouts, and...it did not take me long to bump into strange, tall creatures, far more stronger with arm, and in thick armor.
Its not my safety that i am worried too much about, yet i wonder what of common people, merchant's, random travelers who will take such roads, believing it to be protected and safe. I have to say i am rather suprised, I fought Orc's before, Goblins...yet these...were challenge. I am not used on physical conformations nor shield bashings, i am not a violent person. What suprised me was sheer number of them, one or two i handled, three or four..were a challenge, yet they kept coming as if some foul wind carried them with great speed..their presence is spreading trough such lands as if some sort of poison.
I never found myself meddling within affairs of others, or that of world for that matter, yet i am aware i am part of it, like everyone else is. Perhaps i stood in a corner for far too long, keeping my nose sticked to my books, dusty old scrolls and tomes. I do not know can i make much of a difference, but if taking down a few of those can make the roads safer, i'll do my best to try. If only my confidence was as strong as my imagination was.
These are not things i am used to, my last confrontation with these ..foul things, tired me swiftly, and it did leave a mark indeed. So i wonder, am i up to task, or should i leave it in more capable hands as i always did...


