He was appearing in the Hall of fire, I was there in company of my kindred Telpecallo, Aearandir, Naruvir and Galvathalion. He just observed us. I knew it was him at once he entered the room. Even if I did not see him... I sensed him, and I felt my heart pounding. He came closer... And then my friends noticed him, he politely bowed to everyone, and looked at me. But he kept his distance... I did not know what to do at that time. But I decided to walk towards him.. He stepped back.. I felt so hurted.... I knew why he still kept this distance, he obeyed Veryacano. Though why did he come? My legs froze to ice and I could not move.. He didn't want to be close to me.. The tension were filling the air. And I looked at my friends and I knew they were observing. My friend Lady Naruvir came to my aid, and asked him what was going on? He didn't say much and then he asked to speak with her..
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Naruvir gave me a gemstone, it was a gift from him. A beautiful gemstone. I looked at Naruvir, and all I could see was symphaty from her warm gaze. My friends started to ask me questions, many questions..I could not tell them much. This separation between us still remains. Lord Veryacano is still very determined of his decision that lord Earinlin is not allowed to speak with me. He will not turn. I had to explain to my friends the reason of this tensed event. I had to explain to them about this journey my Tûr and his Cauns were at and that Earinlin did something that were against everything Lord Veryacano believed in. Something ill happened, but I couldn't tell them what.. because I do not know...Lord Telpecallo and Lord Aerandir were quite upset about this decision. Lord Galvalthalion didn't say to much, but I sensed he was very much agree that this decision that were made was not right. I felt I got lots of support and Lady Naruvir promised me to speak with Veryacano...
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Naruvir approached me later. She explained that she already talked to Lord Veryacano. A glimpse of hope filled my heart. But it was not good news she brought. Lord Veryacano is not changing his decision. I got some answers. And some new questions arrised... But I still do not understand why he uses me as a tool somehow to punish Earinlin. He does not know that the ones that is hurting most..Is me...
Though it does not change what I feel for Lord Earinlin. It is not in his nature to do something really bad. I will still wait untill Veryacano choose to ban his decision and I can get the answers I need. I am now finished with my final task in my training as Warden, and I can now travel to the places I would like to. I will seek advices from Lithia, that is a wise Lady and a friend. She hails from Lindon, and I will go along with my friends in Loth-i-Lonnath as a company when they are going home to Lindon..
