From what I have seen, life is a mixture of things. It could make you joyous one time but perplexed at another. I have laughed, wept and bled a little. Sometimes even youth isn't all that people may expect. I'm wandering the Brandywood right now. Though I cannot explain this sudden emptiness that has come upon me. I know I am strong and I will continue to believe that. Well for as long as I can.. I'm not invincible. I met Aeru earlier just before I went deeper into the woods; we didn't say much. Life can be a chaotic thing indeed. There is a time to be silent and a time to speak, I hope I can continue to put that into practice. Was this a time to search my heart? Or a time to reach out to another. Something is certainly stirring and I can't quite place it. I miss Aadyn, I'd always be able to talk to her easily, when things like this occurred. She was open and didn't even bat an eye at the things I would tell her. I still cannot believe we loved the same man, the things that are left unsaid.
That is what terrifies me, secrets and loss. Perhaps I fear circumstances and not .. living itself.
