To forget or to remember?

​To forget or to remember? I don't know which is more comforting.  People will say an all manner of things to comfort in a time of mourning.  Words are but mere words but actions may be just enough to comfort a dying soul. ​ Having the will to act is a step on it's own, the will to move when others will not. I am no Elf, I do not stand outside the will of time.  But age is but a number,  A small piece in the world.  Even I although my hair has not faded to grey and my skin turned to what might as well be ash.  I know what veils are and I am sure many have them, I hope to see past the veils of those in my path.  If only to be a little bit of comfort, there are more people in this world than myself.  I have to remember that.  I'll always carry Da in my heart, always.  Honestly I think he'll be the only man that ever loved me.  How could I forget? No. I cannot forget him and I never will, perhaps time is really the only remedy.   Maybe I'll find my purpose in piercing the veils of others and pouring kindness into their hearts.  I wonder if I can help them.. even if I cannot help myself.   I'm thankful for this journal, for no one will see.  No one will hear, that I fear my own heart.