Anger once more

​Why in Eru's name does this keep happening to me?​ Yet another fellow I wish that I broke his skull to begin with now. Decbold a self proclaimed 'Ranger' yes he told me himself the previous evening, that he was in Bree because he had been a Ranger. ​ We talked outside the tavern and he seemed friendly enough, so I told him a bit about myself.  My wits were about me, I knew Men were Men regardless of their blood.  He started calling me pretty, saying things like not all Men are seeking to bed a woman at the end of the day.  I asked him questions, tested him to see what his motives were.  I wanted to believe that he was decent, but the day after I saw him in the back hallway locking lips with some red-haired lass.  I caught him looking me over before that happened, out of my peripheral vision. I was leaning in the corner between the front door of the tavern and the stairway, this isn't a pity party no.  I'm just sick of being played with.  I don't know if I'll force a smile when I see Decbold again or backhand him for his actions.  Backhanding seems more appealing I'll say.  Gods ever since Bradien left, they've all been lining up just to have some 'fun' and run off.   Maybe someone does need to keep me on a leash.  I'll just be tempted to hurt a man as soon as I lay eyes on them.. Oh Papa, without you and your axe I'm afraid they all have come to play.  Papa... Gods.