I'm free. It's finally starting to sink in. I can go almost anywhere now. Become whatever I want.
She did it. They did it.
I have realized what a lucky idiot I am to still be alive.
How easy they made it look. What would have been certain painful death was playtime for them.
I wondered at how calm they were. How they could sit and do nothing when the other put themselves in mortal danger. Alone against armed and trained killers.
My attempts of unsettling the beast did nothing. I'm glad they didn't. Now. After seeing what happened to another who dared threaten her.
Lucky idiot, me. I've given him more than enough reason to do worse. I was right in that he'll repay any slight to her a thousandfold.
Hoping he won't. But I fear he still might.
Or she will herself.
No. No, she won't. I keep thinking of her as cruel under the surface, but she's not.
She offers reassurance despite all my nastiness and whining. Tells me again and again that everything will be alright.
Said that she was worse at my age... But in what ways?
