So I told my mom... It's... I don't want to say weird, but it is for someone who's having a baby that the father's run off on even if he doesn't actually know.
My mom is okay with it. More than okay, I made her more than excited. She said she'd help me out, not kick me out. Meaning she took it a -lot- better than I thought she would have in the first place. I guess she's okay with it because I'm taking the responsibility for my actions?
I would hope that that's the case, anyway.
But I was also given the suggestion of having someone adopt the baby... is that even a good idea? I mean, someone told me their experience of having a baby adopted from them, and I don't want that to happen at all... but I've also met someone who's adopted a baby from someone...
I don't want my baby to grow up without knowing their parents, and I don't want them to hate me for giving them up...
But is it really a good idea for me to try and raise the baby on my own?... I mean, I know I won't be completely alone, my mom's willing to help even past the birth, but... you get what I mean, right? I... don't want my baby to be without a father, either...
I've had quite a few people offer me help... first one that did, her name's Anna. She's a healer, of some sort. Kind of young, but can definitely use her help, if not my mom's. Then there's Barlinda; she's got an adorable baby girl who's... quite attached to me, to say the least. Don't know why that is, but if the kid likes me... can't argue with that. Barlinda said I can help keep an eye on her, so I'm looking forward to that.
Well, those are only a couple of the people who offered me help that I've happily accepted... same thing with my mother's help. I mean, she's experienced what I'm going through right now, considering she's my mother.
