I made a terrible mistake of skipping my lessons. Then I made the bigger mistake of letting her find out about it. Huoriell. She is worse than a Balrog when angered. Ai!!! I had skipped my clarinet lessons to go and replace the songbird I had accidentally let out of the cage. The one in the healing halls. She found out.
My music tutor told her I had depressive spells in class. It is difficult not to. Adar and Naneth are gone. Naneth loved music. After her studies, music was her heart. I hear music, I hear Naneth , then my heart aches. Every time I go to the class, it just reminds me her and Adar are gone.
I did get to try Dorwinion wine. Sweet and strong. Not a dry wine. I never understood how a drink, a liquid could be 'dry'. I understand now. It is a quality some wines have. Not so much a texture like it usually refers to. I know this because the wine from dinner was more dry than the Dorwinion, but still tasty.
Today involved a lot of elves yelling at me. But only for lessons important to learns I think. Still, that does not mean I like it. I will have to behave, become better at being sneaky, or both.
