Dear diary,
You know something?... I never knew what it was really like to fall in love... when I thought I was, I wasn't... but here I am, confessing that I am, that I know what it is truly like. I... I do not believe I am here to say something I never thought I would again say.
I am in love.
This time, it is not with someone who doesn't do me much good... this time, it is with a sensitive, sweet, good man named Tordann... and I do not regret admitting such. He has been so good to me, providing some furs to work with, showing me new things, opening my eyes to some of the things of the world that I once never knew...
He makes me smile, and laugh, even when he does not do very much. And I... I am ever so thankful for it, so glad for it. It is what I needed, even with this whole thing with my father going on.
Speaking of my father, thankfully nothing has happened... yet, anyway. I cannot count on the knowledge nor the feeling that nothing will continue to happen. I just... really wish for this whole thing to be over.
Papa especially hopes for the end of it to come... though how soon it will come about, neither of us can say...
I am tired of feeling as though I am in danger...
- Bretthera
