I have so much to say, so many words to write down, yet, not a single one of these words will be sufficient for what my heart wishes to express. I shall, even so, try my best to explain it all...
I found myself to have the strangest, but yet most incredible of emotions rushing through my body and mind as soon as I have seen him, at any occasion, be it among friends or me just bumping in to him somewhere by coincidence. I cannot say that I at that point in time realized what it was, growing inside and growing stronger and stronger for each time I was in his presence, that warm feeling of pure delight, but now.. now I know what it means.
He has taken over my heart, it has turned into his to own, for it is with him it starts to beat, strong and intense. And I cannot say no, for my life, I cannot say no. I want him and I need him, equally, for he brings ease to me, comfort.. and all these feelings. I love him.
And when he is not there, I dream of him, I think of him, constantly he is lingering in my mind, and I wish to touch him, hold him near and intimate. I want to hear him speak, for his voice is like the waterfalls of Imladris in my ears, strong and loud, yet so soothing. O, how do I love him..
He is my hearts' desire, and forever shall he remain to be.. Meleth o 'ûr nín.. the Love inside me.. the one I want to call Mellon a Melethron.. herven nín.
