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That bastard Remi! I know he is the one who inform on me to my family. Oh.. Crap.. my head is in big trouble this time. I heard them talking… talking about setting a marriage! How fool… They think marrying is the way of getting rid of me. They think it will tame me. *Kuzgun smiles wryly” But they cannot make me marry. No one can!
I should find Lhak, I should tell him what happened…
I should tell him that I’m leaving…
“leaving…” Kuzgun felt the heaviness of that simple word while she was waiting in front of their wall. Yes, it was their wall… She knew every single stone, every crack like they replaced them one by one. She touched the hard cold surfaces of the stones till her fingers find the loosened one.
“He is late…” she said like trying to find an excuse what she is going to do.
“He is late…” she repeated once more and thought it would be better just leaving a note. It would be better leaving him behind. “Besides” she muttered “He won’t let me go..”
No.. That was a lie.. He would never ever try to stop her.. Kuzgun’s lips fold with a smile. He would never try to stop her but he won’t let her go alone and knowing that helped her made her decision. She couldn’t ruin his life, his future… As she replaced the note into their little secret hole muttered softly “He always deserved better…”
