Well a dramatic turn of events... I've have had a change in... what I'm interested in. I know it sounds strange after I've got married and with a child on the way but. Me and Lyndiel we just aren't getting on and this man has opened my eyes he's shown me how amazing I am and that I'm not all worthless.
I'll still support the child and help look after ti when it's born but me and Lyndiel, I don't think there's much left for us. I feel more vulnerable after I tried to... kill myself but my friends are here and I will not hold my feelings inside that led to me you know.
I'm still weak but I'm getting better not drinking until I know my bloods a good level and the wounds on my wrists are healed properly.
Onto more important things though Rick's wedding! What a ceremony! Many people came and it was a good night well until Magpie showed up that is... Damn I wish I could punch his annoying face. Anyway I have to go take care of some things or a certain someone...
-Bryse Falke
