I do my best to act like an adult. I do my best to act grown-up when things go bad. However, it only ended up to hurt people that I care about. I let things get the better of me. I'm not suited to be part of the Umaarah family.
I do my best to smile when things are bad. I do so in order to give others the peace and mind. But... I don't know how much I can go on like this. I don't know how much I can keep some of my thoughts to myself. Sometimes, I just want to scream and cry. I'm not suited to be me in general.
If this is so, what am I suited to be? What purpose do I even have?
