THOUSAND DEEP THOUGHTS
Eovina humming merrily as she puts down the gardening tools. Satisfied she sat gingerly down on the well, while she let her eyes rest on the beautiness of the garden.
She closes her eyes and smiles as she reflects on her own life. With an inner voice she begins to speak to an imagined diary.
Dear Diary ..
It feels like years since I last time felt such joy as now. The darkness that enveloped me a few days ago was enormous. Just because of some rumors. Rumors that said my dear daughter Amorith had left Middle-earth. It was only a coincidence that I met my youngest daughter Emmelin in Duillon yesterday. As a shadow of myself I rode into Duillon to seek out the blacksmith. There she was. She was standing there as a mirror of myself. My dear Emmelin.
The news she had for me, made my heart to stop for a few seconds. She had received a letter from Amorith. The rumors were not true. Amorith was in the service, so that was why she was so hard to find. Ashamed, I gave my youngest daughter a big hug. Ashamed to even have imagined that Amorith had left us.
Emmelin .... She was not planned.
Eovina smiles to herself when she thinks back on all the pain Emmelin caused in the beginning.
We all went to Mirkwood or greenwood as it was called back then. I had volunteered to participate to fight evil in once a very beautiful land. My ancestral land.
It felt safe to have my little family around me. Amorith and Thaliwen accepted the situation. My husband Aranthalion was not so happy. He has a calmer mind than me. The opposite of myself. But he loved to look after his daughters. I discovered, to my despair that I was pregnant again, a few days before I was supposed to go out and serve my home land.
Eovina feel extreme happiness.
That was Emmelin. Instead of serve my country, I had to serve my sweet family insteed.
Eovina envisions her three daughters.
Amorith: so like her father in many way. So independent. Thaliwen: As a copy of Aranthalion. Always correct and proper. Not one tinge of me to find in her. Emmelin: Eovina feel a single tear in the corner of her eye. As watching my self in the mirror. It remains to see whether she has inherited my wildness and my stubbornness. Emmelin have still Amorith as a role model, and it's perfect. Amorith is perfect. Soon she will settle down with her true love Earinlin. I just can not wait for the wedding. They fit perfectly together. Linked together with very strong ties.
"Freshly baked bread"!
Eovina suddenly comes out of thoughts as she hears Aranthalion's voice. With a low voice she said to herself:
Sometimes there can be too many paths to choose between. But the strange thing is: I always get pushed in the right direction. But I can still be wild, crazy and headstrong even though I have a family to take care of. I am still myself. Surrounded by my family, my band- friends from The shades, and my friends .
And when the day comes... We Shall all be sailing togheter in beautiful ships. To Valinor's amazing land.
All for one
