Bree does not seem as friendly as I remember. The hairs are always standing on the back of my neck. I feel like I am being watched. It reminds me of... no, I cannot bring that up so soon. I am haunted by that dark time such that all around me seems tinged with grey.
Perhaps I will be able to find Saeldith. I have heard little of House Thorongial, and bear the guilt of abandoning them so soon after being wed. Then again, the choice was not mine. I do not wish to bring sickness to something I remember fondly. I fear it is too late for me and even my wife cannot ward off... no, I stray into dark thoughts again. I should have known my life would not be simple as I had hoped.
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