The child, that I once was still remains heavily within me. I never have grown, the fear of failing that was planted in my childhood, still remains within me. If I make one false step I will hurt others around me. I am Lady Thalnil, of Gondor. But I feel as if I am no lady at all. Who am I? How would Father and Mother see me now? Would they see me as a disgrace?
What memory will I leave someday for my daughter?
Will I simply be a ghost of the past?
One that is long forgotten?
No.. no this cannot be.
Who can I turn to?
No one.
My pain must be hidden for the good of House Thorongial.
