Today I discovered another trait with myself. I can make people laugh!! When I was going home I was thinking what I wanted to pretend I was like Lina, I wanted to talk and play in front of an audience. Since I do not have an audience, I found a fluffy audience instead with wings and wool, so I practiced in front of a bunch of chicken and sheep and pretended it was an audience, then some hobbit lads came along and started to whisper to each other and pointed at me and laughed. I got happy because they laughed at me.
Afterwards I went home and I slipped, and then again I heard children laughed at me, so then I slipped again on purpose. I loved it when I heard their laughter. They followed me and laughed, and I slipped twenty times. It did hurt a little, but it did not matter. They were happy, so it made me happy.
My Grandmother laughed at me, when I said I made a flower-circlet because I wanted to be as pretty as an elf. She laughed and said I looked more like a chubby dwarf. I don't know why, but I got happy inside because Grandma laughed. It does not matter what she say.. I like it when she laugh.
When I sing, with vibrato on my voice, then I hear my sisters laugh. I do not know why they do. But I do like it, so I smile back and sing even louder. My sister Litla said I should not be happy all the time because some may laugh when they tease as well. But does that matter? It does not matter what they laugh at, as long as they laugh. It makes me happy when they are happy. I feel good inside and that is what counts.
But the best part is today when someone wanted to dance with me and said the night sky missed a star when I has been away recently, then I blushed, red as a strawberry, then I heard laughter again, but it was this warm cute laughter, so I went home very happy and thought a lot about that. "The night-sky miss a star when I am gone"..How peculiar to say.
I wonder what that means.
(Ksys ponder about the words. The night sky misses a star without me. How can that be?. Better count them, and ask Litla to count them when I am away.)
