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Letter to Tirmegil Thoramath, date: Second day of Lothron



*All is written in sindarin, with gentle delicate handwriting*

 

Tirmegil, my beloved one, sibling of my soul, light of my day, i am in this strange lands of north, where blossoms of flowering trees remind me on our wedding day, when we promised to live and walk our paths together. Why you made me promise this? To leave you there.. i feel like someone ripped me out of ground and had been thrown away like  some gruesome weed in garden. Every mile we sailed to Lhun that  you made me promise, you foolish, brave man..

I told you, your trust and valour is too just for this times, you didn't see there is no place for great deeds and disobeying orders from Minas Tirith. Old man is nothing but a fool, and his son is just the same, there is no one to be followed then good lord Imrahil, our liege. Now you, loyal and brave captain of Tirn-Ernil, imprisoned in dungeons of White City? Justice, there is no more behind that walls. And still you belive they will change their minds? Why did you send me off then? Shadow do not scare me, nor blades and war, nor pirate ships in horizon.

I fear that i will never see you again, hear your voice, feel your lips on mine, seek depths of comforting night in your eyes, enjoy our laugh and song while playing with Melethiel, will she ever see her father again? Will I have strength to endure this storm that chokes me? Will i see you my sun? 

You with stars in your eyes, smile sharp and deadly as blade that struck into my heart, standing there with me on bank of river of Gilrain.. My beloved..beg steward to forgive you for treason, beg him! If not you are betraying our love and our daughter!

My toughs..they are so scattered like pebbles on shore, I promised i will be strong, and i will, no one will see storm and flood that is torturing me, ripping me apart.

*here are few stains, drops of tears it seems, barely visible*

I had to rest, to finish letter as strong wife of Tirmegil Thoramath, daughter of my parents, mother that our daughter can have trust and not feel afraid in this new lands.

 

I am writing this letter from harbor, still awaiting your cousin Lord Bregion comes for us. I will send you letter as soon as another ship will sail to Belfalas, so you know how we managed here and how are your relatives here...Our relatives. 

 

I will be brave as i promised, but you return to me as you promised, beloved one.

 

As dove is faithful to her pair, i will be faithful to you.

 

Until we meet under blossoming trees again, my dear husband.