Entry Number Two.
As usual..i continue to wander around, and around. I feel like everything i cared for has dissapeard in a flash. Such lonliness ...such sadness fill's my heart. I do not know what to think anymore, what to say, what to do... i just feel so lost. No matter what i do...it seems like everything has lost meaning to me.
I dont have will to fight, to talk, to walk, to laugh...its like i am dead..but i am still standing..i cant find myself anymore.. no matter how hard i try, no matter what i do..i ...just...feel lost. I been thinking and thinking...all over...i spended many nights wondering what is going on with me..have i completly lost it ?...am i going mad?..everything just seems to empty to me. When i walk..i see people, but in other hand i do not see them. They just talk and talk, and talk...but i can not hear em...its like they are so close, yet so far from my reach.
Each time i try to say something..i just cant..i dont know what to say or think anymore...i am just wondering when will it stop..this eternal silence everywhere i go..this darkness that follows me..when will it go away..why cant no one hear my call to help me...why cant someone do something....i am starting to slowly forget everything about myself...i am starting to forgot who i am..who i was...what i am even now..everything is slipping away slowly and slowly...on my luck..at least i have this journal ..when i perhaps loose myself..i will remember..perhaps i will not...perhaps i will stay lost forever.
