Earinlin

Staring into the void
A place filled with memories
Bittersweet is your face to me
Taken from me to soon

Your fading gaze as life passes from you
Robbed of the glory you posess
A faint smile as you see my face
Then gone as silence engulfs my life and heart

Torn away from my love as battle rages
Craddling her I weep, sorrow and tears take me
Ever your love shall live in me
Whispers of your voice sing to me

I finally got to see Earinlin's father..
I don't why I feared him so much.. He was not very different that Earinlin. He seemed to have the same warm personality as Earinlin.. Though I could sense he was a proud person with strong integrity regarding his heritage. But I also could see some sadness around him, don't know why..

Upon hearing the news of my Son and the hand of his love being given to him by Lord Anglachelm, I have deemed it is now time to journey to Imladris and meet this Lady whom has captured my Son's heart so completely.

Before setting out from Lindon I was sure to write a letter to my Son informing him I was arriving in the near future.. that way at least he can ensure he is around when I arrive as I know his duties may take him elsewhere at short notice.

I will leave..

I wrote you a song..under the clear, bright moon
just a few tones, an easy, melodic tune
should not be complicated, nor difficult to play
I want you to learn, but in your own way..

Together we are, in harmony and trust
It should not be troublesome and difficult
I am your lady..But I want you to be free..
I am first of all a friend, is the way it should be..

I have been quite busy the latest days, I am still on my journey to Lindon with Lithia, and Lord Earinlin is still working on his tasks. He has to fullfill Tûr Anglachelm quest before he can starts to work on the task given from my dear mother.. I know Earinlin will not rush and do something in haste, is easier to fail in that way.. But I am a patience Lady I will not pressure him or anything..After all we have a whole eternity together..

My mother Eovina and Lord Tindir met Earinlin and me at Nen Harn.. She had something important to tell us.....

For many decades ago a treasure from the house Rhaewen were stolen, items where sold, or given away to those who roams inside Dol Guldur for some reason. The Silvan elves from family Rhaewen had used many years to claim those items back. But it seemed to be an impossible task and few items has been brought home to where they belonged..

Is like a miracle..Seem all my questions has been answered this week...I do not feel down anymore.. I am quite calm and happy..
Earlier this week I approached Earinlin...he had to tell me what happened that day that change our lives. I wanted answers I could not wait anymore.
The journey that happened five years ago seemed to be an awful reminder to him. I could see him struggling explaining to me what happened. He hesitated a lot before he started to answer my questions. But his eyes wanted to let me know, he knew this was very important to me..

...It was him. My dear Lord Earinlin.
He told me our Tûr Veryacano had banned his decision, Earinlin was allowed to see me.. I nearly faint...
Five years of waiting was over.. I could not believe what he said.. I asked him over and over again. Is it true? 'Yes!' he said!
 
I felt this these joy overwhelm me.. I almost felt ill..I was trembling and I could not stop my tears.
 
The river Mitheithel  never looked so beautiful that night..The moon where like a shining gem..

I wish that the road wasn't so windy with full of rocks.
For ten days and nights I have been on the road with the pouring rain my face. I know ways to protect me from the harsh wind from the north though, certain trees protect me from the worst. But soon the rain and the wind will change to snow and the biting cold wind will ease. That is a comforting thought though.
My trainer and teacher in Imladris has given me this last task to fulfill my training as Warden.